past time, really hurt me...but i cant blame anyone because its might be my own mistake but its not totally mine..
whatever had done, i cant undo it, its totally out of my powers...truth be told, im sad...but, this is my life, i've to deal with it, learn to behave to my ownself.. i dont want to hurt me anymore..enough what i've done, i might be cant passed through if it happen again..shame on me... i cant live without me...i want to say sorry, if i could i will undo it and change it to be better...i love you, i miss you, and i will not stop loving and missing you no matter what...i know its wrong to do that, but, i cant change my feeling...i've tried but seems that it wont work!!! damn i hate feeling!!! it make me so guilty!! i dont know how to distinguish it...i cant afford it...i pray, pray and pray that someone will teach me how to do it...too much sins in my life, too much lies i stored, too much pain i suffered and too much loves i missed...but tahnks GOD...i survived until today along with my restored healthy body and energy....ALHAMDULILLAH....
Hafiz a.k.a PiPi
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
If
Just a moment of thought
If in this world can be always if
If the world is empty for a while
I'll be so lonely for a long time
If i could change the past
I'll be so lucky now
If i can freeze others
I'll be so cool
If i loose someone
I'll be lost to anybody
If i can change things
I'll be a hero to anythings
If i could loves someone
I'll make sure that's the one
If i care to them
1'll not make mayhem
If i can choose
I'll choose the best
If i don't have the lights
I'll be so dark
If you don't choose me
I'll let you go
If you want to go first
I'll be the lead
If you want to know
I'll loves you
Created by
Percy Griffin
Miscellaneous Love
Love
Its comes in many many ways
And from everything
Sometimes we don't know
Which is love
Which is lust
Its so obvious
But
Only who want love
Knows it
Creatures and mankind
All making love
It can cure the pain
Also made the pain
It can be a part
Also left suddenly
It can show sweetness
Also show bitterness
It can guide
Also destroy
It can comes from everywhere
Also disappear anywhere
It can be a grateful thing
Also a cursing thing
It can shows the lights
Also puff the lights
Nevertheless
Everyone loves to make love
Why
Because they just knew
What is love
Loves the love
While you can taste it
Because its miscellaneous
Created by
Percy Griffin
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
its all about the dreams
Think that everybody has dreams
Not ambition but the ambitious
Dream might be inspired of something
Dream could be the planning
Dream sometimes wondering
Dream can be anything
Dream is colouring
Dream from our feeling
Sometimes scares to pursue the dream
Because dream could kill the dream
Sometimes shy to show the dream
Because might be a fool
Sometimes doubt about the dream
Because cant afford it
Sometimes can feel the dream
Because we close to it
The dreams could be a reality if
Work hard onto it
The dreams could be a reality if
Never doubt about it
The dreams could be a reality if
We don't afraid to catch up it
The dreams could be a reality if
Believe we can afford it
The dreams could be a reality if
Knows about it
Sacrifice
Confidence
Sincere
Harder
Its all about dreams.....
Created by
Percy Griffin
Saturday, May 29, 2010
from the bottom of heart
Menjadi seorang yang dewasa sangat sangat mencabar. Proses kematangan bermula disini. Ada diantaranya tidak dapat menempuhnya, tapi masih ada yang bangun semula untuk menempuhnya. Pelbagai ragam dan kerenah wujud dalam kematangan ini. Arus perubahan dunia menjadi salah satu puncanya. Tidaklah pelik bagi sesetengah kelompok yang menerimanya, namun tak semua menerimanya dengan pintu hati yang terbuka. Segelintir daripada mereka suka melihatnya dari satu pandangan sahaja. Judge the book by its cover. Tapi, adakah dengan cara itu, mereka ini menganggap mampu menyedarkan mereka??? Sama sekali tidak. Pandangan sebegitu rupa hanyalah dari orang yang punyai akal yang pendek. Siapalah kita mahu menghakimi seseorang itu tambahan pula mereka tidak bersalah. Mungkin dari satu sudut yang ketara ianya memang salah tapi apakan daya mereka yang mengalaminya. Di sesetengah tempat, mereka mampu menerimanya mungkin dari segi budaya dan persekitarannya, namun, itu bukanlah sebab untuk kita terus menghakimi mereka ini. Siapa sanggup menahan diri dari dikenali. Namun, disebabkan itu mereka disisihkan. Lakonan yang mereka tunjukkan mungkin bagi setengah pihak biasa tapi badan yang menanggung siapa yang tahu. Cukup menyeksakan. Ditanya untuk kembali ke laluan yang benar, bukanlah tidak mahu, tapi untuk pergi ke laluan itu bukannya mudah. Ianya bukan sesuatu yang mampu dibuat dalam sekelip mata. Setelah hidup lama begini, bukan senang. Ada pihak yang ingin membantu, tapi masa itu tidak sampai lagi. Belum bersedia untuk menerima sesuatu yang sangat besar. Impian mereka sama seperti yang lain, mahu berjaya dan hidup dengan yang tersayang.
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